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helix fossil
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
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I am an astronomy dork who loves anime, drawing crap, and many other fandoms.(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

My Quardrants


:icondajc-f1::icondajc-f2::icondajc2::icondajc3: (In no order)
And if you hurt any of them I will find you and make you swallow your own anus. (ʘ‿ʘ✿)

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last journal: may 2014
sweet christ its been forever

occasionally i would come on here to check messages and all but

idk if any people i know are still even around???? like seriously it has been forever since ive been on deviantart

but like, yoo, if you still wanna talk to me and all im on tumblr 99% of the time:
idk when my addiction to tumblr started somewhere around 2013 i think

ahh i remember i wouldnt go a day without logging into dA...not one day..

i remember making so many friends on here, ari, neo, dakota, amber (wherever she is now), julia, and others i might have forgotten

times have passed and wow, im almost 16. 

i've thought about making a journal entry for a while now but just never had the energy

i guess cause ive just been dreading the moment where i say goodbye to all yall
yeah this is my last journal entry, nah im not going to deactivate or anything, im gonna keep this here as a reminder to the good ol days here on deviant art dot com.

well, im not going to upload anything else, or do anything else other than maybe check my messages.

it's been a good time. 4 years here, a real good time

lots of love- zander <3 (whom yall might remember me as sandi or utau )


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jasm1nii Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2017  Student Digital Artist
happy belated birthday <3
MetaRikuHetalia Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2016  Student Digital Artist
It's been a year now. Happy Birthday Zander. I miss you....
jasm1nii Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Student Digital Artist
i've been so busy with my real life that i never had time to think about my friends on the other side of the screen

when i first checked my inbox a month or few back and you left that comment i didn't think much about it

now that i'm on break i check your page just to see what's up

i didn't think that it would come to this

i don't know what to say

goodbye zander
you will be missed
WinterTofu Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I may have not been much of a friend but... rest in peace. I know I am late...
ArisenStar Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
I'll make it a habit that every year I'll come here and wish you a happy birthday, just as I always did :heart:
murumei Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
rest in peace sweetheart
You're in a better place now
SilverHairedFreak25 Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Rest in peace, mate...
ArisenStar Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
Fuck me man..I should have been there for you, the same you were for me for all these years.
I'm so sorry
Sleep tight...all right?
You have all the time of the world to yourself, just to rest peacefully, and no one can take that away from you.
MetaRikuHetalia Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Rest in peace dear Zander. You were special to all of us. we love you forever. May the angels carry you to a better place.
Dsd123 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
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